Saturday, May 29, 2004
honestly i can't say that you understand the way i feel
how real this feeling is, how much i care
all of the ways i dream of you, wishing i could be there
we didn't start this not knowing each others situations
i just want our relationship to grow without limitations
complications will always confuse feelings, even when it's true love
i guess that complications show us what we are made of
are we great only when things are on the up
or when things get dark, do we continplate a break up
loving you have been something i have always needed in life
dreaming of you being my best friend, becoming my wife
WOW is the only way i can describe the way it feels
is what you feel real?, did you take the red or green pill
you say you love me so much, but, well nevermind
you say that you miss me so much, but, well nevermind
i just want to do what i can to make you feel the way i do
do you understand that i am willing to do whatever i have to
do u understand
Sunday, May 02, 2004
Nu Luv, it is nothing like the feel, the taste, the smell of it,
Nu Lov, is it really real or are you just smelling the same ole shit
Nu Luv, it have it ways of making you feel like you're on top of the world
Nu Luv, to much of it, just like alcohol will make you earl
Nu Luv, at one point you'll feel like no other luv exsist
Nu Luv, will have you doing crazy things, taking all types of risk
Nu Luv, we have all had this feeling at one point in our life
Nu Luv, is it true luv, because all nu luv isn't always your type
Nu Luv, it will make you focus on that one and only, no other will do
Nu Luv, when it's no longer nu can you still say that your luv is true
Monday, February 09, 2004
all about me
my baby momma told me that i should write this shit
but that is okay because i am going to write some shit
see it is all bout me according to her and others
but that is cool cause i know that i can be a selfish mutherfucker
so that mean i really don't care i got to do it my way
don't care who feelings i hurt or who get in my way
cause if you allow me to step on you, brace yourself
cause if you don't care that means i can care less
don't take none of this personal but realize it is real
cause it is all bout me, and that is the way it is
don't be disappointed, disturbed, or feel dis
cause if you care about me you won't get piss
after reading this, you will only feel my riegn
and if you know shawn you know shawns pain
i only got a lot to gain and so little to lose
so i am looking out for me, and could care less about you
unless you are looking out for me, and i doubt that
you rather see me doing bad or laying on my back
asking you for a helping hand, i don't understand
you say i ain't shit but do you know who i am
i am a man and you are all on my sack
i sugguest you take three steps back, beath in, relax
cause this ain't no joke, i got to be me
so i will end this with fuck u, cause it's all about me
do you feel that your feelings are wrong, do you feel as if the walls are closing in
i don't want you to feel that you're making a wrong move, being just my friend
i guess that in time you will know what it is that you want, unless
you know what you want now, and afraid to accept it somehow
we can't say because of the past we don't want to experience the present
i could and should be in your future, why do you think i was sent
it was to be the one that dry up your tears, someone to hold your trust
that person that want to be with you out of love, not lust
now you know that i am feeling your body, your face, your tone
i am feeling your energry, your conversation, the way we flirt on the phone
on one hand i would agree and say that friends is what we should remain to be
but that would be the scared little boy inside of me
but in the other hand, the man is telling me that without change all things remain the same
so tell me what is there really to be scared of, could it be love
could it be that you are scared of your heart being broken, or are you afraid to break a heart
that is the most difficult thing about love, the most scary part
but the easy and the best thing about it is when you find that love you've never knew was true
you want to really see if i am going to be the one that is going to be with you
though all the thick and thin, though the bullshit and the cheesecake
though wire or though the fire, though all of the mistakes
well i want to be there when you cry, smile, frown, spit, cum, fail, succeed
i want to give you everything i can't give you plus so much more
i want to give you true love in your life nothing less and nothing more
so you can go ahead and give me those feelings, i promise i will treat you as you treat me
don't b afraid of what is meant to be
gave me the wrong number
one look i know i had to have her, so i started my appoach
i could tell that you were the type that didn't fly coach
but like a spade hand this king had to play his ace
but you were the wild joker type with a queens face
so you gave me the convo, just the right type of info
single, job, own place, car, so everything was a go
so i ask for the 7 so i could call around quarter till 6
5:43:21 was the time when i decide to go ahead and do it
i proceed to touch the keys that would connect me to your line
"damn" i must have hit that four when i was aiming for that five
so i redialed the number to get the same message
" the number you called is no longer is service or disconnected"
but how could this be when i played my ace on this queen
i mean i am a king and she was digging me it seem
so i dialed the number once again four five six seventy eight nighty
i don't beleive it this girl just ran game on me
and i thought i was a king getting a queen, but i got fooled jack
she gave me the wrong number, now how fucked up is that
i guess calling her out of her name was my first mistake
cause when i ask her for her number she didn't even heisitate
they say anything too easy isn't worth having anyway
so i guess i was too easy to her and she handled it that way
gave me the wrong number...
Thursday, February 05, 2004
i can't tell if i like you or if i want to fall in love with you
i can't tell you to give me your trust if you don't want to
i can't tell you to give me your time, if you don't want to
i can't tell how things are going to end between us
i can't tell if we are going to constantly make love or fuss
i can't predict the future and i don't want to try
i can't say that we will work, but i am willing to try
i can say that i enjoy everything that makes up you
i can say that i enjoy just knowing you
i can say that i will be true to you in every way
i can say that i will trust you and believe in what you say
i can do a lot of things and i can do them well
i can't make you feel what i feel, but time will tell
if i can or if i can't have your love...
written by: s.w. peele
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
come on grab your coat lets take a walk,
i have had this on my mind for a while now
i should have told you before, but i didn't know how
i still don't know how to express this feeling i feel
i guess because in my mind i want to know if it is real
in my heart, it is as real as it can get at this time
i guess that it is signal i am waiting on, some type of sign
what it is i don't know, but i will be glad when it arrive
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Rest in peace to my deceased family members that have past
Remembering the times that you made me laugh
Remembering the times you made me cry
I thank you because now I know why
I thank you for showing me respect
Although sometimes you had to just put me in check
While other times on my own you would let me learn
I played with fire, and I got burned
I learned that there is a wrong and right to live life
You said make the right choice, because you don't live twice
In your eyes I hope I am being what I should be
A man who is standing on his own two feet
I take care of my seed just like you did your own
The last time I seen your daughter she was grown
But until I see you again I will try to be
A father figure, a friend, an uncle, the best man
I can be, just like you were.....
To my late great UNCLE ANDREW......
p.s. ... save me some cookies in heaven...
Sunday, January 25, 2004
on the 1st day, of the 1st month of the year, we were together
we said to each other we would always be together
on the 14th of the 2nd month i brought flowers to your door
but you had found some other and didn't want me any more
on the 19th day of the 3rd month you came back into my life
it was the 1st day of spring, and you were back to being my wife
on the 1st day of the 4th month i was fooled by you
you said that you tried to love me but it's something you just couldn't do
so on the 9th day of the 5th month i seen you at your mother house
you making me feel like we are playing a game of cat and mouse
on 21st day of the 6th month we had started our summer love
but in the back of my mind i am thinking is this really love
on the 4th day of the 7th month you said you need your freedom
i guess that i always knew that this day would come
the 8th month i had to spent by myself all alone
until you called me on the 31st saying you wanted to come back home
so on the 1st day of the 9th month you came though the door
but i don't know if i can do this anymore
so on the 31st day of the 10th month i gave you a scare
you said you needed some space and I told you I didn't care
on the 22nd day of the 11th month you call me to say
that you wanted to spend some time on the 27th day
we cuddled on the 21th day of the 12th month together
on that 31st day of that month we said we would be together forever
maybe the 12th time will be our time
until the next time...
